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August 18, 2005
need sleep...
ugh, i need sleep & to slip off into a dream like state....just for a few hours more...please?
@ the moment i'm in the middle of a game launch. in the period of exhasution the biggest resources available are concentration, food, sugar, family, trying to stay awake & sleep. all of which become tapped out through the grind of getting through the development cycles. to have items accomplished & a game out the door.
right now i cannot stand our games music. last night i had dreams that were in stereo from this music. we even have a little dance some of us will do when playing the game. its madness & several of my dev's have reach the threshold of fruity, wonkie & over an all randy attitudes.
supposedly someone said somewhere at sometime that the most creative juices are inspired from the most hellish confused combobalted states. i think we are safe to say that we are at that bus stop now.
as a simulation just go back in your mind to that dream like state when you are up all night having a party, pulling a late nighter or even taking care of your kids. i guess it is a little baby to us & we want it to grow. however over night its morphed into baby godzilla that needs to be fed or it gets cranking. in a way thats very similar to the childrens book "where the wild things are". often i feel like as soon as i arrive to work its a whole different world from what i live. but i yern to return to the world i exist in.
then i get up in the morning & look forward to visiting all my monster friends with creative fruity fun ideas.
back & forth crossing both sides & along the way being lost inthe moments.
Posted by Single Fin at August 18, 2005 01:45 PM
Comments
Right Max. Right.
Posted by: SeDemon at August 19, 2005 03:09 PM